1 00:00:06,550 --> 00:00:02,950 welcome everyone to another exciting 2 00:00:10,310 --> 00:00:06,560 episode of supernatural girls radio 3 00:00:13,509 --> 00:00:10,320 we are back live on the air this week 4 00:00:17,029 --> 00:00:13,519 i am here with my co-host 5 00:00:18,550 --> 00:00:17,039 pk all the way from sweltering tucson 6 00:00:21,670 --> 00:00:18,560 i'm in the berkshires where it's nice 7 00:00:27,830 --> 00:00:24,630 my god how are you doing 8 00:00:29,189 --> 00:00:27,840 surviving darling surviving oh that's 9 00:00:31,109 --> 00:00:29,199 something that 10 00:00:34,150 --> 00:00:31,119 these color cranes are melting all over 11 00:00:36,310 --> 00:00:34,160 the street and put it that way 12 00:00:37,510 --> 00:00:36,320 well you look beautiful calm cool and 13 00:00:40,549 --> 00:00:37,520 collected 14 00:00:43,030 --> 00:00:40,559 and so we have it's okay hey you do it 15 00:00:44,950 --> 00:00:43,040 really well you have the good persona 16 00:00:47,110 --> 00:00:44,960 here for everybody to see 17 00:00:48,869 --> 00:00:47,120 so we've got a great guest tonight we're 18 00:00:51,590 --> 00:00:48,879 going to be bringing her on in a little 19 00:00:52,709 --> 00:00:51,600 while nikki scully she's got a fabulous 20 00:00:54,549 --> 00:00:52,719 new book 21 00:00:57,430 --> 00:00:54,559 it is called sekhmet 22 00:01:00,069 --> 00:00:57,440 it is a beautiful book transformation in 23 00:01:01,349 --> 00:01:00,079 the belly of the goddess and 24 00:01:04,070 --> 00:01:01,359 we're going to be doing some really 25 00:01:06,630 --> 00:01:04,080 unusual things tonight well nikki is and 26 00:01:09,109 --> 00:01:06,640 we're going to learn from the master 27 00:01:10,789 --> 00:01:09,119 tonight so i cannot wait and i know 28 00:01:12,870 --> 00:01:10,799 you're excited we read the book we love 29 00:01:13,910 --> 00:01:12,880 the book we recommend the book 30 00:01:15,990 --> 00:01:13,920 excellent 31 00:01:18,630 --> 00:01:16,000 it is great so 32 00:01:20,070 --> 00:01:18,640 here we go now first and foremost we 33 00:01:22,550 --> 00:01:20,080 have to start 34 00:01:24,870 --> 00:01:22,560 because we missed last week 35 00:01:27,670 --> 00:01:24,880 with the numbers what's going on 36 00:01:28,710 --> 00:01:27,680 well firstly it's the seven universal 37 00:01:31,190 --> 00:01:28,720 month 38 00:01:33,510 --> 00:01:31,200 has deceit deception 39 00:01:36,310 --> 00:01:33,520 inability to sleep all kinds of 40 00:01:38,710 --> 00:01:36,320 trickster type things ongoing right now 41 00:01:40,870 --> 00:01:38,720 nobody's really sure of what they feel 42 00:01:42,630 --> 00:01:40,880 like or what's going on around them 43 00:01:43,749 --> 00:01:42,640 but with the new moon coming up on 44 00:01:45,830 --> 00:01:43,759 friday 45 00:01:48,310 --> 00:01:45,840 and it's going to be in cancer which 46 00:01:49,429 --> 00:01:48,320 means it's all about the motherly side 47 00:01:51,510 --> 00:01:49,439 of things 48 00:01:53,429 --> 00:01:51,520 and the nice part about it is it's going 49 00:01:55,670 --> 00:01:53,439 to give us a foundation about the home 50 00:01:58,789 --> 00:01:55,680 life putting things together and 51 00:02:01,109 --> 00:01:58,799 remember our moon side reflects 52 00:02:02,789 --> 00:02:01,119 so much about the mother's side of us 53 00:02:04,789 --> 00:02:02,799 and we take a look at our own chart 54 00:02:06,950 --> 00:02:04,799 we'll find out a little bit more about 55 00:02:09,749 --> 00:02:06,960 our mothers and how they tended to us 56 00:02:12,309 --> 00:02:09,759 going through it but the moon in cancer 57 00:02:14,390 --> 00:02:12,319 all ideas about home tranquility 58 00:02:16,710 --> 00:02:14,400 transformation of things 59 00:02:19,030 --> 00:02:16,720 it's going to be good in the seven 60 00:02:21,510 --> 00:02:19,040 universal year that we're in gives us 61 00:02:23,510 --> 00:02:21,520 opportunity to think plan 62 00:02:25,110 --> 00:02:23,520 and open the doors for what's coming up 63 00:02:27,270 --> 00:02:25,120 next 64 00:02:29,190 --> 00:02:27,280 how's that sound well that is a tall 65 00:02:32,150 --> 00:02:29,200 order i'll tell you what 66 00:02:34,070 --> 00:02:32,160 that sounds exciting and intimidating 67 00:02:35,990 --> 00:02:34,080 all at the same time 68 00:02:39,750 --> 00:02:36,000 what about do you think it's going to be 69 00:02:42,790 --> 00:02:39,760 as tumultuous as the last month has been 70 00:02:44,070 --> 00:02:42,800 it's going to stay that way probably up 71 00:02:47,670 --> 00:02:44,080 until 72 00:02:49,430 --> 00:02:47,680 the first week of july and i'm afraid 73 00:02:51,589 --> 00:02:49,440 after that there might be a lot more 74 00:02:52,630 --> 00:02:51,599 shake rattle and roll of things we 75 00:02:54,949 --> 00:02:52,640 haven't 76 00:02:57,589 --> 00:02:54,959 wanted to see yet there's something more 77 00:02:59,350 --> 00:02:57,599 coming unfortunately yeah 78 00:03:01,509 --> 00:02:59,360 yeah i think you're right about that too 79 00:03:03,750 --> 00:03:01,519 because i had a dream last night and the 80 00:03:05,750 --> 00:03:03,760 dream said there is trouble in heaven 81 00:03:07,830 --> 00:03:05,760 yes and i've never had a dream like that 82 00:03:09,750 --> 00:03:07,840 before but that's what they told me and 83 00:03:12,470 --> 00:03:09,760 i whoever told me this it was actually 84 00:03:14,470 --> 00:03:12,480 an angel uh castiel who said this in the 85 00:03:16,949 --> 00:03:14,480 dream and it was it was chaos it was 86 00:03:19,110 --> 00:03:16,959 chaos in heaven it's like what is up 87 00:03:21,110 --> 00:03:19,120 with that chaos 88 00:03:22,869 --> 00:03:21,120 what's going on down here it's almost 89 00:03:25,110 --> 00:03:22,879 every other day there's some type of a 90 00:03:28,550 --> 00:03:25,120 major event in some city 91 00:03:30,630 --> 00:03:28,560 in europe and things happening here but 92 00:03:33,430 --> 00:03:30,640 nothing is normal 93 00:03:35,990 --> 00:03:33,440 whatever normal is supposed to be 94 00:03:37,910 --> 00:03:36,000 no one has an idea of anymore 95 00:03:40,390 --> 00:03:37,920 you're right you're right 96 00:03:42,070 --> 00:03:40,400 and look at all the paranormal news 97 00:03:44,630 --> 00:03:42,080 that's been coming in 98 00:03:47,190 --> 00:03:44,640 ufo sightings i mean these are at an 99 00:03:49,030 --> 00:03:47,200 all-time high all across the world we 100 00:03:52,630 --> 00:03:49,040 have sighting after sighting report 101 00:03:55,990 --> 00:03:52,640 coming in we have that floating city 102 00:03:58,149 --> 00:03:56,000 showed up again yeah i saw that 103 00:04:00,149 --> 00:03:58,159 that is incredible now both of them have 104 00:04:02,229 --> 00:04:00,159 been in china the two times that they've 105 00:04:04,630 --> 00:04:02,239 they have seen the floating city which 106 00:04:07,030 --> 00:04:04,640 makes you wonder and since china seems 107 00:04:08,630 --> 00:04:07,040 to have more pressure to place on the 108 00:04:11,190 --> 00:04:08,640 world at large it's only fair they have 109 00:04:13,270 --> 00:04:11,200 two cities going yeah really you wonder 110 00:04:14,949 --> 00:04:13,280 i mean in the world is that a hologram 111 00:04:15,750 --> 00:04:14,959 do people actually live in the city i 112 00:04:18,069 --> 00:04:15,760 mean 113 00:04:20,710 --> 00:04:18,079 you're gonna find it now our audience 114 00:04:22,550 --> 00:04:20,720 knows you can go to our facebook page 115 00:04:24,710 --> 00:04:22,560 we've posted it there there's a video 116 00:04:26,550 --> 00:04:24,720 there's a whole article about it go take 117 00:04:28,390 --> 00:04:26,560 a look at our facebook page give us a 118 00:04:31,030 --> 00:04:28,400 like follow us there and you'll be able 119 00:04:33,350 --> 00:04:31,040 to catch up on all the news 120 00:04:35,909 --> 00:04:33,360 we have also the crickets 121 00:04:38,950 --> 00:04:35,919 was that the coolest thing 122 00:04:40,710 --> 00:04:38,960 that was incredible incredible so 123 00:04:42,870 --> 00:04:40,720 somebody what they did just so you know 124 00:04:45,830 --> 00:04:42,880 but again it's on our facebook page 125 00:04:47,990 --> 00:04:45,840 somebody listened to the critic crickets 126 00:04:50,150 --> 00:04:48,000 recorded this 127 00:04:53,350 --> 00:04:50,160 slowed it down and 128 00:04:56,230 --> 00:04:53,360 oh my god sounds like a choir of angels 129 00:04:59,270 --> 00:04:56,240 doesn't it though is beautiful 130 00:05:01,990 --> 00:04:59,280 absolutely never thought of doing 131 00:05:04,150 --> 00:05:02,000 things of that nature in slo-mo 132 00:05:06,150 --> 00:05:04,160 absolutely incredible never have thought 133 00:05:07,590 --> 00:05:06,160 of that somebody much more creative than 134 00:05:09,270 --> 00:05:07,600 me and 135 00:05:11,029 --> 00:05:09,280 it is an incredible thing to listen to 136 00:05:12,550 --> 00:05:11,039 so go to our facebook page listen to 137 00:05:15,510 --> 00:05:12,560 that we've got all kinds of other 138 00:05:18,790 --> 00:05:15,520 stories more mothman sightings into the 139 00:05:21,189 --> 00:05:18,800 chicago area that has not gone away and 140 00:05:22,950 --> 00:05:21,199 we talked about it with michelle piper 141 00:05:24,550 --> 00:05:22,960 the psychic medium that was here with us 142 00:05:26,710 --> 00:05:24,560 a couple weeks ago 143 00:05:29,189 --> 00:05:26,720 and it they're still reporting more and 144 00:05:30,710 --> 00:05:29,199 more sightings of mothman so something's 145 00:05:32,629 --> 00:05:30,720 up there 146 00:05:36,150 --> 00:05:32,639 and also i think something to pay 147 00:05:38,230 --> 00:05:36,160 attention to is with the cancer moon the 148 00:05:39,350 --> 00:05:38,240 need to be mothered and smothered shall 149 00:05:41,670 --> 00:05:39,360 we say 150 00:05:43,270 --> 00:05:41,680 that there are going to be some things 151 00:05:46,070 --> 00:05:43,280 that are going to be brought out that 152 00:05:48,469 --> 00:05:46,080 are a necessity to pull the family 153 00:05:50,150 --> 00:05:48,479 together because what's coming up in 154 00:05:51,510 --> 00:05:50,160 july and august i think is going to put 155 00:05:53,510 --> 00:05:51,520 more of a strain 156 00:05:57,270 --> 00:05:53,520 on our families than it has for a long 157 00:05:59,990 --> 00:05:57,280 time wow particularly on the male side 158 00:06:02,790 --> 00:06:00,000 okay just something to pay attention to 159 00:06:04,150 --> 00:06:02,800 yes so all of us women we are going to 160 00:06:05,990 --> 00:06:04,160 have to i think we're going to have to 161 00:06:08,390 --> 00:06:06,000 be in charge that's all there is to it 162 00:06:10,790 --> 00:06:08,400 we are in charge we just forgot it 163 00:06:13,029 --> 00:06:10,800 yes you're right in the year 2000 it 164 00:06:15,510 --> 00:06:13,039 started to become the time of the woman 165 00:06:18,070 --> 00:06:15,520 and it's not going to start 166 00:06:22,309 --> 00:06:18,080 until we all accept the fact that yes we 167 00:06:25,270 --> 00:06:22,319 can do this yay yes yes we are going to 168 00:06:26,790 --> 00:06:25,280 do this we are doing it and pitch black 169 00:06:29,270 --> 00:06:26,800 and let's go for it 170 00:06:31,110 --> 00:06:29,280 really really we need to 171 00:06:32,710 --> 00:06:31,120 so everybody make sure that you sign up 172 00:06:35,270 --> 00:06:32,720 for the fringe files which is on 173 00:06:37,029 --> 00:06:35,280 supernatural girls with z.com 174 00:06:39,590 --> 00:06:37,039 and we're going to be restarting our 175 00:06:43,110 --> 00:06:39,600 newsletter next week and we'll have lots 176 00:06:44,710 --> 00:06:43,120 of new things in it for you to enjoy 177 00:06:46,950 --> 00:06:44,720 so and also 178 00:06:49,749 --> 00:06:46,960 if you've got a story to tell if you've 179 00:06:50,870 --> 00:06:49,759 had your own interaction with ghosts or 180 00:06:52,390 --> 00:06:50,880 aliens 181 00:06:55,029 --> 00:06:52,400 or cryptids 182 00:06:57,029 --> 00:06:55,039 maybe dogman feel free to write to us 183 00:06:57,830 --> 00:06:57,039 we'll be happy to tell your story on the 184 00:06:58,870 --> 00:06:57,840 air 185 00:07:06,950 --> 00:06:58,880 so 186 00:07:09,589 --> 00:07:06,960 patricia kirkman dot com i do a segment 187 00:07:12,150 --> 00:07:09,599 about what the day represents the 188 00:07:13,830 --> 00:07:12,160 universal day what it's all about it's 189 00:07:16,710 --> 00:07:13,840 very brief but it gives you a heads up 190 00:07:18,150 --> 00:07:16,720 of what's happening with the universe 191 00:07:20,469 --> 00:07:18,160 and our own personal stuff will 192 00:07:21,909 --> 00:07:20,479 intertwine with that and the twining is 193 00:07:25,670 --> 00:07:21,919 going to be very interesting to hear 194 00:07:28,469 --> 00:07:25,680 from our lovely guest that's right 195 00:07:30,710 --> 00:07:28,479 perfect lean in perfect 196 00:07:32,150 --> 00:07:30,720 okay everybody well fasten your 197 00:07:33,510 --> 00:07:32,160 seatbelts this is going to be quite a 198 00:07:35,110 --> 00:07:33,520 ride tonight 199 00:07:37,749 --> 00:07:35,120 we have with us 200 00:07:39,670 --> 00:07:37,759 nikki scully she is an accomplished 201 00:07:41,430 --> 00:07:39,680 author and i'm just going to read the 202 00:07:45,430 --> 00:07:41,440 back of this book because it really says 203 00:07:49,189 --> 00:07:45,440 well she is a healer and teacher of 204 00:07:52,629 --> 00:07:49,199 shamanism and the egyptian mysteries 205 00:07:54,469 --> 00:07:52,639 nikki's been doing this since 1983. 206 00:07:55,589 --> 00:07:54,479 she's written a ton of books and they're 207 00:07:58,070 --> 00:07:55,599 all good 208 00:08:00,550 --> 00:07:58,080 her many books include alchemical 209 00:08:02,309 --> 00:08:00,560 healing shamanic mysteries of egypt the 210 00:08:05,589 --> 00:08:02,319 anubis oracle 211 00:08:08,550 --> 00:08:05,599 and the union of isis and thought 212 00:08:11,110 --> 00:08:08,560 she is the founder of shamanic journeys 213 00:08:14,230 --> 00:08:11,120 limited which specializes in spiritual 214 00:08:16,550 --> 00:08:14,240 tours to sacred sites in egypt she 215 00:08:18,790 --> 00:08:16,560 teaches at conferences and festivals 216 00:08:21,270 --> 00:08:18,800 throughout the world she lives with her 217 00:08:24,710 --> 00:08:21,280 wonderful husband mark hallard and 218 00:08:26,950 --> 00:08:24,720 eugene oregon and where she also offers 219 00:08:29,350 --> 00:08:26,960 retreats private sessions and 220 00:08:32,070 --> 00:08:29,360 teleseminars and she's with us tonight 221 00:08:34,550 --> 00:08:32,080 nikki welcome to the show 222 00:08:35,509 --> 00:08:34,560 thank you so much patricia 223 00:08:37,190 --> 00:08:35,519 pk 224 00:08:39,110 --> 00:08:37,200 well we're happy to have you tonight 225 00:08:41,829 --> 00:08:39,120 that's for sure i'm very happy to have 226 00:08:42,709 --> 00:08:41,839 you now first and foremost please tell 227 00:08:45,030 --> 00:08:42,719 us 228 00:08:46,550 --> 00:08:45,040 what drew you into the egyptian 229 00:08:48,070 --> 00:08:46,560 mysteries 230 00:08:50,790 --> 00:08:48,080 okay 231 00:08:51,750 --> 00:08:50,800 in 1979 232 00:08:53,670 --> 00:08:51,760 um 233 00:08:56,310 --> 00:08:53,680 my husband was still part of the 234 00:08:58,070 --> 00:08:56,320 management team he was the first manager 235 00:09:01,509 --> 00:08:58,080 of the grateful dead 236 00:09:06,150 --> 00:09:03,829 and in 1978 237 00:09:07,350 --> 00:09:06,160 we went to egypt 238 00:09:10,790 --> 00:09:07,360 and 239 00:09:13,110 --> 00:09:10,800 that was a pivotal moment in my life 240 00:09:16,470 --> 00:09:13,120 absolutely the most magical experience i 241 00:09:19,269 --> 00:09:16,480 ever had we did three nights 242 00:09:20,949 --> 00:09:19,279 of concerts under the full moon with a 243 00:09:22,470 --> 00:09:20,959 total eclipse 244 00:09:24,110 --> 00:09:22,480 and 245 00:09:27,110 --> 00:09:24,120 i was so 246 00:09:28,870 --> 00:09:27,120 enchanted with egypt that i was back 247 00:09:31,430 --> 00:09:28,880 three weeks later because nobody had 248 00:09:33,110 --> 00:09:31,440 time to shop it was before christmas 249 00:09:34,949 --> 00:09:33,120 so i came back 250 00:09:39,509 --> 00:09:34,959 to 251 00:09:41,110 --> 00:09:39,519 for everybody so they could get all the 252 00:09:42,630 --> 00:09:41,120 stuff they didn't get to get when they 253 00:09:45,430 --> 00:09:42,640 were 254 00:09:47,350 --> 00:09:45,440 working in egypt 255 00:09:50,310 --> 00:09:47,360 and 256 00:09:51,670 --> 00:09:50,320 my other agenda was that i wanted to 257 00:09:55,110 --> 00:09:51,680 know what 258 00:09:57,990 --> 00:09:55,120 was behind the synchronicities 259 00:10:00,550 --> 00:09:58,000 one after another after another 260 00:10:01,829 --> 00:10:00,560 you know for two weeks of just pure 261 00:10:04,790 --> 00:10:01,839 magic 262 00:10:08,550 --> 00:10:04,800 and so i went four times in the next 263 00:10:11,110 --> 00:10:08,560 year culminating the following september 264 00:10:13,190 --> 00:10:11,120 when i took one of my daughters and some 265 00:10:16,710 --> 00:10:13,200 friends took their daughters and we 266 00:10:20,230 --> 00:10:16,720 rented a boat and sailed the nile and 267 00:10:21,269 --> 00:10:20,240 um that's when i committed to becoming a 268 00:10:22,710 --> 00:10:21,279 healer 269 00:10:24,790 --> 00:10:22,720 even though i didn't really know what it 270 00:10:27,110 --> 00:10:24,800 meant at that time 271 00:10:29,190 --> 00:10:27,120 and 272 00:10:31,509 --> 00:10:29,200 so then it wasn't long before i knew i 273 00:10:34,710 --> 00:10:31,519 had to leave the bay area and the 274 00:10:37,590 --> 00:10:34,720 grateful dead scene which was my family 275 00:10:39,829 --> 00:10:37,600 and moved i moved to oregon in january 276 00:10:41,190 --> 00:10:39,839 of 1981 277 00:10:43,750 --> 00:10:41,200 found a 278 00:10:45,269 --> 00:10:43,760 reiki master two months later which 279 00:10:48,150 --> 00:10:45,279 opened the door 280 00:10:51,030 --> 00:10:48,160 gave me permission and then 281 00:10:53,590 --> 00:10:51,040 found another teacher that taught huna 282 00:10:55,509 --> 00:10:53,600 the egyptian mysteries and the western 283 00:10:59,030 --> 00:10:55,519 magical tradition 284 00:11:02,550 --> 00:10:59,040 and it was she that introduced me to 285 00:11:03,910 --> 00:11:02,560 my main teacher thoth 286 00:11:06,710 --> 00:11:03,920 here's a picture 287 00:11:09,030 --> 00:11:06,720 of thoth here he's with isis this is 288 00:11:11,110 --> 00:11:09,040 from the cover of my last book the union 289 00:11:13,949 --> 00:11:11,120 of isis and thoth 290 00:11:17,829 --> 00:11:13,959 and he's the god of wisdom language 291 00:11:20,389 --> 00:11:17,839 communications healing science 292 00:11:22,949 --> 00:11:20,399 he's the scribe of the gods and he's a 293 00:11:25,430 --> 00:11:22,959 lunar god a god of the moon 294 00:11:29,269 --> 00:11:25,440 and once he became my teacher he kind of 295 00:11:33,030 --> 00:11:29,279 became the architect of my life and i 296 00:11:35,430 --> 00:11:33,040 just so feel for people who are 297 00:11:37,750 --> 00:11:35,440 searching like i spent so many years 298 00:11:39,269 --> 00:11:37,760 searching for who am i what am i 299 00:11:41,509 --> 00:11:39,279 supposed to be doing 300 00:11:44,470 --> 00:11:41,519 and as soon as i got hooked up with 301 00:11:47,670 --> 00:11:44,480 thoth i found my real family 302 00:11:49,990 --> 00:11:47,680 the egyptian pantheon the netaru 303 00:11:52,710 --> 00:11:50,000 and 304 00:11:55,430 --> 00:11:52,720 it's been so much easier because all 305 00:11:57,509 --> 00:11:55,440 that guidance was so direct 306 00:12:06,790 --> 00:11:57,519 and 307 00:12:09,590 --> 00:12:06,800 big risk you took 308 00:12:11,910 --> 00:12:09,600 it was in the beginning but it proved 309 00:12:13,990 --> 00:12:11,920 itself so quickly 310 00:12:16,310 --> 00:12:14,000 that once you 311 00:12:19,430 --> 00:12:16,320 make these relationships and realize how 312 00:12:22,550 --> 00:12:19,440 trustworthy they are then it then it's 313 00:12:24,389 --> 00:12:22,560 it's it's a joyride 314 00:12:26,870 --> 00:12:24,399 how was your husband's reaction to your 315 00:12:28,310 --> 00:12:26,880 major change from where you were to 316 00:12:31,670 --> 00:12:28,320 where you are now 317 00:12:32,710 --> 00:12:31,680 well i left that husband when i came 318 00:12:34,069 --> 00:12:32,720 north 319 00:12:36,069 --> 00:12:34,079 things were 320 00:12:38,069 --> 00:12:36,079 things had gotten pretty 321 00:12:40,310 --> 00:12:38,079 crazy in the grateful dead scene in 322 00:12:41,190 --> 00:12:40,320 those years and 323 00:12:49,590 --> 00:12:41,200 i 324 00:12:52,550 --> 00:12:49,600 and 325 00:12:54,870 --> 00:12:52,560 i found tools that 326 00:12:56,150 --> 00:12:54,880 make the world better and 327 00:12:58,230 --> 00:12:56,160 i'm really 328 00:12:59,670 --> 00:12:58,240 happy for my decision it was really hard 329 00:13:03,030 --> 00:12:59,680 on my children 330 00:13:05,350 --> 00:13:03,040 to yank them out of that scene and right 331 00:13:08,949 --> 00:13:05,360 major changes for sure it was a big 332 00:13:10,790 --> 00:13:08,959 change and that was kind of rough but um 333 00:13:14,150 --> 00:13:10,800 i'm so glad i did it i've been in the 334 00:13:17,590 --> 00:13:14,160 same place now since 1981 335 00:13:19,269 --> 00:13:17,600 and i've turned it into a paradise and 336 00:13:21,910 --> 00:13:19,279 where we do retreats and it's a 337 00:13:23,590 --> 00:13:21,920 consecrated egyptian temple 338 00:13:25,509 --> 00:13:23,600 and um 339 00:13:27,350 --> 00:13:25,519 i taught 20 years of the egyptian 340 00:13:29,750 --> 00:13:27,360 mysteries here and 341 00:13:32,310 --> 00:13:29,760 written eight books and 342 00:13:33,670 --> 00:13:32,320 you know it was hard in a scene like the 343 00:13:35,910 --> 00:13:33,680 grateful dead 344 00:13:38,150 --> 00:13:35,920 particularly for a woman 345 00:13:40,310 --> 00:13:38,160 to 346 00:13:41,190 --> 00:13:40,320 have a life 347 00:13:44,710 --> 00:13:41,200 yeah 348 00:13:45,829 --> 00:13:44,720 at the center of this this maelstrom 349 00:13:47,509 --> 00:13:45,839 and 350 00:13:48,949 --> 00:13:47,519 that's very 351 00:13:51,509 --> 00:13:48,959 much about 352 00:13:54,389 --> 00:13:51,519 that and the music and 353 00:13:56,470 --> 00:13:54,399 it was the best joyride in history 354 00:13:57,430 --> 00:13:56,480 bar none 355 00:14:00,710 --> 00:13:57,440 i'm 356 00:14:02,470 --> 00:14:00,720 grateful for every moment of it 357 00:14:06,230 --> 00:14:02,480 i learned so much 358 00:14:09,189 --> 00:14:06,240 and i discovered life after dead 359 00:14:12,230 --> 00:14:09,199 [Laughter] 360 00:14:14,230 --> 00:14:12,240 well put my dear well foot yes very well 361 00:14:16,629 --> 00:14:14,240 put excellent nikki 362 00:14:19,110 --> 00:14:16,639 well this is wonderful to get to learn a 363 00:14:21,509 --> 00:14:19,120 little bit more about you personally and 364 00:14:24,069 --> 00:14:21,519 we're so glad you're on the show as we 365 00:14:25,189 --> 00:14:24,079 discussed off the air before we went 366 00:14:27,910 --> 00:14:25,199 live 367 00:14:30,550 --> 00:14:27,920 egyptian mysteries are near and dear to 368 00:14:32,790 --> 00:14:30,560 our hearts both bk and mine but 369 00:14:35,509 --> 00:14:32,800 understanding them is a whole other 370 00:14:37,910 --> 00:14:35,519 thing i mean being fascinated by it is 371 00:14:40,790 --> 00:14:37,920 one thing and feeling oh this is just so 372 00:14:43,189 --> 00:14:40,800 incredible but understanding it this is 373 00:14:45,430 --> 00:14:43,199 why we need you and your books because 374 00:14:47,590 --> 00:14:45,440 it's a it's a mystery we can't i mean 375 00:14:50,230 --> 00:14:47,600 you can't seem to decode it like you can 376 00:14:54,310 --> 00:14:50,240 it's a mystery and it's not meant to be 377 00:14:56,310 --> 00:14:54,320 understood it's meant to be experienced 378 00:14:59,509 --> 00:14:56,320 each question that you take into the 379 00:15:01,750 --> 00:14:59,519 mysteries leads to more questions 380 00:15:03,670 --> 00:15:01,760 so you're informed by your direct 381 00:15:05,430 --> 00:15:03,680 experience 382 00:15:07,670 --> 00:15:05,440 and that just 383 00:15:09,350 --> 00:15:07,680 deepens the mystery 384 00:15:10,629 --> 00:15:09,360 and so 385 00:15:12,470 --> 00:15:10,639 now 386 00:15:14,470 --> 00:15:12,480 most people don't think of egypt as a 387 00:15:16,430 --> 00:15:14,480 shamanic culture 388 00:15:19,110 --> 00:15:16,440 they think of it as this high 389 00:15:21,189 --> 00:15:19,120 civilization that lasted for these 390 00:15:23,750 --> 00:15:21,199 thousands of years 391 00:15:25,829 --> 00:15:23,760 and all that's true but it's a nature 392 00:15:28,389 --> 00:15:25,839 religion and it's not that different 393 00:15:29,829 --> 00:15:28,399 from native american which is the only 394 00:15:32,150 --> 00:15:29,839 other one that i'm 395 00:15:34,389 --> 00:15:32,160 really trained in although because i'm 396 00:15:35,350 --> 00:15:34,399 not native i don't teach it 397 00:15:38,150 --> 00:15:35,360 but it's 398 00:15:39,750 --> 00:15:38,160 kind of the basis i mean when i was with 399 00:15:41,590 --> 00:15:39,760 the grateful dead our teacher was 400 00:15:44,710 --> 00:15:41,600 rolling thunder 401 00:15:46,870 --> 00:15:44,720 our spiritual teacher and so 402 00:15:51,069 --> 00:15:46,880 um 403 00:15:54,470 --> 00:15:51,079 i became steeped in that world 404 00:15:57,430 --> 00:15:54,480 however um 405 00:16:00,150 --> 00:15:57,440 the the word for the deities for the 406 00:16:01,990 --> 00:16:00,160 gods and goddesses of egypt is 407 00:16:04,870 --> 00:16:02,000 netaru 408 00:16:07,509 --> 00:16:04,880 and the singular is neter 409 00:16:10,470 --> 00:16:07,519 and feminine netert 410 00:16:11,189 --> 00:16:10,480 the coptic christian word 411 00:16:13,269 --> 00:16:11,199 is 412 00:16:24,550 --> 00:16:13,279 nature 413 00:16:27,590 --> 00:16:24,560 and once people realize that 414 00:16:30,949 --> 00:16:27,600 all those beings with the animal bodies 415 00:16:33,670 --> 00:16:30,959 and the human heads or the human head 416 00:16:37,829 --> 00:16:33,680 animal heads on human bodies 417 00:16:41,509 --> 00:16:37,839 and the various plants they're 418 00:16:44,710 --> 00:16:41,519 god is in everything 419 00:16:47,990 --> 00:16:44,720 i see it as a monotheistic culture 420 00:16:49,749 --> 00:16:48,000 with one god that is beyond our ability 421 00:16:51,590 --> 00:16:49,759 to comprehend because we're certainly 422 00:16:52,870 --> 00:16:51,600 not wired for it 423 00:16:56,150 --> 00:16:52,880 however 424 00:16:59,269 --> 00:16:56,160 the principles express themselves 425 00:17:02,790 --> 00:16:59,279 through the myriad of deities 426 00:17:04,470 --> 00:17:02,800 which is all around us in nature 427 00:17:06,630 --> 00:17:04,480 and it's so fascinating because as 428 00:17:08,710 --> 00:17:06,640 you're talking is it in your area we're 429 00:17:11,669 --> 00:17:08,720 hearing the crows 430 00:17:13,510 --> 00:17:11,679 probably i have a lot of crows yeah 431 00:17:14,949 --> 00:17:13,520 they were talking while you were talking 432 00:17:17,669 --> 00:17:14,959 it's very very 433 00:17:20,470 --> 00:17:17,679 loud so beautifully um let me let me 434 00:17:22,069 --> 00:17:20,480 know if anything from oh no it's part of 435 00:17:24,549 --> 00:17:22,079 the show you know 436 00:17:26,630 --> 00:17:24,559 it's fine it's fine and it's it's part 437 00:17:28,630 --> 00:17:26,640 of the communication here again exactly 438 00:17:30,070 --> 00:17:28,640 what you're talking about the lessons 439 00:17:31,830 --> 00:17:30,080 are in nature 440 00:17:34,310 --> 00:17:31,840 i do have a question for you before we 441 00:17:37,190 --> 00:17:34,320 go too much further into this nikki it's 442 00:17:38,070 --> 00:17:37,200 from reagan in our chat rooms asking do 443 00:17:45,590 --> 00:17:38,080 you 444 00:17:48,390 --> 00:17:45,600 committed to the teachings i'd like to 445 00:17:49,510 --> 00:17:48,400 know how to give up that level of trust 446 00:17:51,830 --> 00:17:49,520 in someone 447 00:17:53,430 --> 00:17:51,840 okay so 448 00:17:56,230 --> 00:17:53,440 i have to be quick with this story 449 00:17:57,510 --> 00:17:56,240 because there's so much i want to cover 450 00:18:00,310 --> 00:17:57,520 but 451 00:18:02,630 --> 00:18:00,320 um i'd only been in eugene two months 452 00:18:05,270 --> 00:18:02,640 and i heard a woman was coming down from 453 00:18:08,230 --> 00:18:05,280 canada to teach reiki 454 00:18:09,830 --> 00:18:08,240 and she was one of takada's direct 455 00:18:12,710 --> 00:18:09,840 students 456 00:18:15,750 --> 00:18:12,720 and i went to her reiki class because i 457 00:18:18,150 --> 00:18:15,760 had made this commitment and i didn't 458 00:18:20,630 --> 00:18:18,160 seem like i mean it was that's what was 459 00:18:23,190 --> 00:18:20,640 there for me to begin with 460 00:18:24,710 --> 00:18:23,200 her name was bethel fagg 461 00:18:25,590 --> 00:18:24,720 and 462 00:18:27,669 --> 00:18:25,600 you 463 00:18:29,990 --> 00:18:27,679 back then it took four 464 00:18:32,310 --> 00:18:30,000 evenings to get the initiation by the 465 00:18:34,630 --> 00:18:32,320 third evening i said to her look 466 00:18:36,310 --> 00:18:34,640 i'm not getting it everybody else is 467 00:18:38,710 --> 00:18:36,320 feeling it everybody else has these 468 00:18:39,990 --> 00:18:38,720 stories 469 00:18:42,470 --> 00:18:40,000 you know 470 00:18:44,710 --> 00:18:42,480 please give me the last attunement 471 00:18:46,630 --> 00:18:44,720 and then i'll get back to you 472 00:18:49,590 --> 00:18:46,640 so she gave me the last attunement the 473 00:18:51,110 --> 00:18:49,600 next day i went up north to portland 474 00:18:53,750 --> 00:18:51,120 and i 475 00:18:55,190 --> 00:18:53,760 was into entheogens 476 00:18:57,190 --> 00:18:55,200 and 477 00:18:59,190 --> 00:18:57,200 so i 478 00:19:01,990 --> 00:18:59,200 wanted to 479 00:19:04,549 --> 00:19:02,000 check out this guy 480 00:19:06,390 --> 00:19:04,559 and we took our medicine and it became 481 00:19:09,350 --> 00:19:06,400 apparent really quickly that we didn't 482 00:19:10,950 --> 00:19:09,360 have anything going between us so i was 483 00:19:13,270 --> 00:19:10,960 looking around for something to do and i 484 00:19:14,230 --> 00:19:13,280 said you know i was told 485 00:19:16,710 --> 00:19:14,240 that i 486 00:19:18,789 --> 00:19:16,720 have this healing power now called reiki 487 00:19:20,070 --> 00:19:18,799 and he looks at me like i'm crazy and i 488 00:19:22,630 --> 00:19:20,080 said come on 489 00:19:24,390 --> 00:19:22,640 you've abused your life so much let me 490 00:19:26,870 --> 00:19:24,400 do something how about your liver he 491 00:19:29,909 --> 00:19:26,880 said okay my liver 492 00:19:31,909 --> 00:19:29,919 i put my hands on it over his liver on 493 00:19:33,750 --> 00:19:31,919 on his body 494 00:19:35,510 --> 00:19:33,760 and it was like being plugged into a 495 00:19:36,390 --> 00:19:35,520 wall socket 496 00:19:40,710 --> 00:19:36,400 wow 497 00:19:43,510 --> 00:19:40,720 the energy was so strong that his dogs 498 00:19:45,590 --> 00:19:43,520 came from he had a big house they came 499 00:19:48,070 --> 00:19:45,600 from upstairs in a whole other part of 500 00:19:49,669 --> 00:19:48,080 the house to cuddle up to him to get 501 00:19:53,350 --> 00:19:49,679 some of that energy 502 00:19:55,110 --> 00:19:53,360 and i realized whoa this is this is real 503 00:19:56,789 --> 00:19:55,120 so i got on the phone i called her i 504 00:19:59,909 --> 00:19:56,799 said please don't leave town i'll be 505 00:20:02,950 --> 00:19:59,919 back tomorrow i want the second 506 00:20:06,549 --> 00:20:02,960 i want the second degree 507 00:20:08,710 --> 00:20:06,559 and i came back she gave me the symbols 508 00:20:10,950 --> 00:20:08,720 and said you're on your own 509 00:20:12,230 --> 00:20:10,960 and left and went back to canada 510 00:20:14,230 --> 00:20:12,240 and i 511 00:20:16,630 --> 00:20:14,240 practiced with them i went to a grateful 512 00:20:18,630 --> 00:20:16,640 dead show the following weekend 513 00:20:21,909 --> 00:20:18,640 and started hooking people up with the 514 00:20:24,230 --> 00:20:21,919 symbols and understanding and had this 515 00:20:26,549 --> 00:20:24,240 incredible miraculous healing that gave 516 00:20:27,669 --> 00:20:26,559 me an indication of the possibilities of 517 00:20:32,470 --> 00:20:27,679 it 518 00:20:34,149 --> 00:20:32,480 phyllis furmotto and we discovered we 519 00:20:35,669 --> 00:20:34,159 had some things in common and became 520 00:20:37,909 --> 00:20:35,679 really good friends 521 00:20:40,470 --> 00:20:37,919 she's takada's granddaughter and when it 522 00:20:42,070 --> 00:20:40,480 came time to commit to a ten thousand 523 00:20:44,549 --> 00:20:42,080 dollar 524 00:20:45,590 --> 00:20:44,559 you know transmission to become a reiki 525 00:20:47,430 --> 00:20:45,600 master 526 00:20:49,350 --> 00:20:47,440 she said look nikki 527 00:20:51,830 --> 00:20:49,360 i would love to have you part of this 528 00:20:53,190 --> 00:20:51,840 but your life 529 00:20:55,510 --> 00:20:53,200 has been 530 00:20:58,230 --> 00:20:55,520 one shamanic initiation after another 531 00:20:59,350 --> 00:20:58,240 you need to explore shamanism before you 532 00:21:01,830 --> 00:20:59,360 commit 533 00:21:05,430 --> 00:21:01,840 to this 534 00:21:07,430 --> 00:21:05,440 in that process i met my next teacher 535 00:21:09,990 --> 00:21:07,440 who turned me on 536 00:21:12,310 --> 00:21:10,000 to thoth 537 00:21:13,190 --> 00:21:12,320 my dear teacher thoth 538 00:21:15,750 --> 00:21:13,200 and 539 00:21:19,510 --> 00:21:16,950 once 540 00:21:21,669 --> 00:21:19,520 it took me a year before 541 00:21:23,750 --> 00:21:21,679 i paid attention to a minute it's only 542 00:21:25,990 --> 00:21:23,760 because my one of my students says hey 543 00:21:27,830 --> 00:21:26,000 there's this big bird behind you that's 544 00:21:29,669 --> 00:21:27,840 going to eat the soul of anybody that 545 00:21:31,190 --> 00:21:29,679 tries to hurt you you better pay 546 00:21:33,909 --> 00:21:31,200 attention to him 547 00:21:35,669 --> 00:21:33,919 and as soon as i did my own teaching 548 00:21:38,149 --> 00:21:35,679 started coming in and they've been 549 00:21:40,710 --> 00:21:38,159 coming in ever since and so it sounds 550 00:21:43,190 --> 00:21:40,720 like your your message to reagan would 551 00:21:44,470 --> 00:21:43,200 would be uh to trust again your own 552 00:21:45,350 --> 00:21:44,480 instincts 553 00:21:47,510 --> 00:21:45,360 and 554 00:21:49,990 --> 00:21:47,520 but let's face it in your life you've 555 00:21:51,750 --> 00:21:50,000 had a lot of grace you've been 556 00:21:54,470 --> 00:21:51,760 you've showed up at the right place at 557 00:21:56,070 --> 00:21:54,480 the right time so you we have these 558 00:21:57,750 --> 00:21:56,080 wonderful people 559 00:22:00,390 --> 00:21:57,760 we 560 00:22:02,950 --> 00:22:00,400 the message you have grace too 561 00:22:05,190 --> 00:22:02,960 it's just a matter of how present can 562 00:22:07,110 --> 00:22:05,200 you be in every moment 563 00:22:08,230 --> 00:22:07,120 that's true all right it's life is 564 00:22:11,350 --> 00:22:08,240 presence 565 00:22:14,070 --> 00:22:11,360 the attention is what you pay attention 566 00:22:15,190 --> 00:22:14,080 is the coin of the realms 567 00:22:16,230 --> 00:22:15,200 so 568 00:22:19,990 --> 00:22:16,240 yes 569 00:22:21,110 --> 00:22:20,000 does the op fit in any aspect of this 570 00:22:23,590 --> 00:22:21,120 sure are you 571 00:22:24,470 --> 00:22:23,600 the ankh is the is the key of life they 572 00:22:28,230 --> 00:22:24,480 would 573 00:22:30,470 --> 00:22:28,240 oh i didn't well i have i have um 574 00:22:32,390 --> 00:22:30,480 illustration of it right here 575 00:22:35,430 --> 00:22:32,400 um so that you know what she's talking 576 00:22:36,470 --> 00:22:35,440 about okay 577 00:22:37,270 --> 00:22:36,480 all right 578 00:22:47,430 --> 00:22:37,280 the 579 00:22:51,029 --> 00:22:47,440 pharaoh's nose and he would 580 00:22:53,029 --> 00:22:51,039 breathe in eternal life 581 00:22:56,230 --> 00:22:53,039 that was that was the part i was getting 582 00:22:58,630 --> 00:22:56,240 at did that affect how you looked at 583 00:22:59,909 --> 00:22:58,640 things by using did you use the ankh 584 00:23:02,310 --> 00:22:59,919 yourself 585 00:23:03,270 --> 00:23:02,320 for a long time okay i wasn't ready i 586 00:23:07,590 --> 00:23:03,280 had to 587 00:23:09,350 --> 00:23:07,600 back and study for 10 years and then i 588 00:23:11,510 --> 00:23:09,360 showed up with a group 589 00:23:13,830 --> 00:23:11,520 by then i'd made relationships with 590 00:23:15,190 --> 00:23:13,840 several of the deities 591 00:23:18,390 --> 00:23:15,200 and 592 00:23:19,430 --> 00:23:18,400 was just getting to know sekhmet 593 00:23:20,310 --> 00:23:19,440 and 594 00:23:23,270 --> 00:23:20,320 um 595 00:23:24,870 --> 00:23:23,280 they laid out a feast of knowledge and 596 00:23:28,070 --> 00:23:24,880 experience 597 00:23:29,990 --> 00:23:28,080 and so all my trips are egypt to egypt 598 00:23:32,470 --> 00:23:30,000 are shamanic journeys they're all 599 00:23:33,430 --> 00:23:32,480 alchemical processes 600 00:23:36,630 --> 00:23:33,440 and 601 00:23:37,750 --> 00:23:36,640 uh later i've done more than 60 of them 602 00:23:39,990 --> 00:23:37,760 myself 603 00:23:42,630 --> 00:23:40,000 and toward the end i started 604 00:23:43,830 --> 00:23:42,640 going with scientists or with other 605 00:23:45,350 --> 00:23:43,840 teachers 606 00:23:47,029 --> 00:23:45,360 people like bruce lipton and joan 607 00:23:49,270 --> 00:23:47,039 borisenko and 608 00:23:53,909 --> 00:23:49,280 and 609 00:23:55,830 --> 00:23:53,919 scientists 610 00:23:57,909 --> 00:23:55,840 converging 611 00:24:01,029 --> 00:23:57,919 and how wonderful 612 00:24:03,909 --> 00:24:01,039 we had a blast because 613 00:24:06,789 --> 00:24:03,919 they could articulate and i mean you 614 00:24:09,830 --> 00:24:06,799 know how brilliant bruce lipton is 615 00:24:12,630 --> 00:24:09,840 and joan and they can articulate she had 616 00:24:15,830 --> 00:24:12,640 a story for everything i did from some 617 00:24:19,590 --> 00:24:15,840 culture that was absolutely right on and 618 00:24:21,590 --> 00:24:19,600 he had the ability to shine a scientific 619 00:24:24,870 --> 00:24:21,600 light and quote the stories that 620 00:24:26,149 --> 00:24:24,880 substantiate everything that i do 621 00:24:28,789 --> 00:24:26,159 and so 622 00:24:31,190 --> 00:24:28,799 it it made it so fun because i'm 623 00:24:34,149 --> 00:24:31,200 learning the science that's that 624 00:24:36,549 --> 00:24:34,159 underpins all of this shamanism 625 00:24:39,190 --> 00:24:36,559 and i mean it's only a mystery until you 626 00:24:41,750 --> 00:24:39,200 understand it then it becomes science 627 00:24:45,110 --> 00:24:41,760 and you go to the next mystery 628 00:24:46,149 --> 00:24:45,120 but for me the greatest mystery is 629 00:24:48,470 --> 00:24:46,159 second 630 00:24:49,909 --> 00:24:48,480 yes and the reason 631 00:24:53,750 --> 00:24:49,919 is because 632 00:24:56,070 --> 00:24:53,760 everybody who went with me to egypt 633 00:24:58,310 --> 00:24:56,080 always we always would ask them in the 634 00:24:59,669 --> 00:24:58,320 beginning why are you here what is your 635 00:25:02,149 --> 00:24:59,679 intention 636 00:25:03,990 --> 00:25:02,159 and they all had their answers 637 00:25:06,310 --> 00:25:04,000 but at the end 638 00:25:07,510 --> 00:25:06,320 they all had the same answer 639 00:25:10,630 --> 00:25:07,520 it was 640 00:25:13,269 --> 00:25:10,640 because she called them and when we got 641 00:25:15,269 --> 00:25:13,279 to her sanctuary in karnak 642 00:25:18,070 --> 00:25:15,279 and we would have everything privately 643 00:25:20,789 --> 00:25:18,080 because that's how i do things we can't 644 00:25:23,190 --> 00:25:20,799 mix our energies with the tourists 645 00:25:25,830 --> 00:25:23,200 and so they would get her sanctuary 646 00:25:28,630 --> 00:25:25,840 privately and go in one at a time 647 00:25:31,590 --> 00:25:28,640 and stand in front of her and receive 648 00:25:32,870 --> 00:25:31,600 initiation from her directly 649 00:25:41,430 --> 00:25:32,880 and 650 00:25:43,269 --> 00:25:41,440 that she is calling them 651 00:25:45,750 --> 00:25:43,279 is because 652 00:25:47,669 --> 00:25:45,760 she is the guardian 653 00:25:51,110 --> 00:25:47,679 of mott 654 00:25:54,710 --> 00:25:51,120 now mod is both a concept and a goddess 655 00:26:01,590 --> 00:25:54,720 she stands for truth with a capital t 656 00:26:07,909 --> 00:26:05,190 in times of chaos such as 657 00:26:09,510 --> 00:26:07,919 you spoke of pk and such as we're in 658 00:26:11,350 --> 00:26:09,520 right now 659 00:26:14,149 --> 00:26:11,360 it is segment 660 00:26:16,870 --> 00:26:14,159 who comes onto the planet 661 00:26:19,029 --> 00:26:16,880 to straighten things out to bring it 662 00:26:21,190 --> 00:26:19,039 back to balance 663 00:26:23,990 --> 00:26:21,200 and so the purpose 664 00:26:25,430 --> 00:26:24,000 of transformation in the belly of the 665 00:26:27,190 --> 00:26:25,440 goddess 666 00:26:30,310 --> 00:26:27,200 is so that 667 00:26:32,950 --> 00:26:30,320 the people who read it and commit 668 00:26:36,470 --> 00:26:32,960 to doing the work 669 00:26:41,350 --> 00:26:36,480 that is the process the the singular 670 00:26:44,870 --> 00:26:42,149 you 671 00:26:47,510 --> 00:26:44,880 become 672 00:26:49,669 --> 00:26:47,520 a warrior for ma'at 673 00:26:52,710 --> 00:26:49,679 you become a guardian 674 00:26:54,630 --> 00:26:52,720 you well first of all 675 00:26:56,789 --> 00:26:54,640 you prepare 676 00:26:58,710 --> 00:26:56,799 by putting all the things in yourself 677 00:27:04,470 --> 00:26:58,720 that you need to change 678 00:27:09,750 --> 00:27:06,870 and you make these little knots 679 00:27:12,149 --> 00:27:09,760 for each thing that you want to change 680 00:27:13,909 --> 00:27:12,159 for each lesson that you've received and 681 00:27:16,310 --> 00:27:13,919 your gratitude 682 00:27:18,549 --> 00:27:16,320 and your prayers they all go into these 683 00:27:20,549 --> 00:27:18,559 knots and it stretches out and then you 684 00:27:21,430 --> 00:27:20,559 start putting them over themselves and 685 00:27:27,029 --> 00:27:21,440 they 686 00:27:30,470 --> 00:27:27,039 with this process i'll have this huge 687 00:27:36,149 --> 00:27:33,750 i'll take it to her 688 00:27:39,029 --> 00:27:36,159 and i might think i'm offering her the 689 00:27:41,430 --> 00:27:39,039 twine but the twine is a tool to get you 690 00:27:42,950 --> 00:27:41,440 to bring it into your 691 00:27:44,870 --> 00:27:42,960 consciousness 692 00:27:48,470 --> 00:27:44,880 and then she has some other tricks to 693 00:27:51,190 --> 00:27:48,480 help you with the things that you forget 694 00:27:52,950 --> 00:27:51,200 and she devours you 695 00:27:55,430 --> 00:27:52,960 she literally 696 00:27:59,110 --> 00:27:55,440 eats you 697 00:28:02,630 --> 00:27:59,120 so you transform from from that 698 00:28:04,870 --> 00:28:02,640 experience where you are consciously 699 00:28:07,029 --> 00:28:04,880 working with your own memories with your 700 00:28:10,549 --> 00:28:07,039 own upsets in life your own 701 00:28:12,710 --> 00:28:10,559 disappointments your own gratitudes also 702 00:28:16,870 --> 00:28:12,720 you bring all of that 703 00:28:18,789 --> 00:28:16,880 to sekhmet and then she devours this you 704 00:28:19,590 --> 00:28:18,799 and changes everything 705 00:28:23,430 --> 00:28:19,600 and 706 00:28:25,029 --> 00:28:23,440 so you are in her belly 707 00:28:29,190 --> 00:28:25,039 observing 708 00:28:30,110 --> 00:28:29,200 the process of every transformation 709 00:28:32,870 --> 00:28:30,120 and the 710 00:28:34,630 --> 00:28:32,880 reconstruction once you are reduced to 711 00:28:37,269 --> 00:28:34,640 your essence 712 00:28:38,789 --> 00:28:37,279 and you pass through that eye of the 713 00:28:40,389 --> 00:28:38,799 needle 714 00:28:42,549 --> 00:28:40,399 where everything is different and 715 00:28:44,710 --> 00:28:42,559 everything is the same but you know you 716 00:28:45,830 --> 00:28:44,720 can never go back 717 00:28:49,389 --> 00:28:45,840 and then 718 00:28:51,269 --> 00:28:49,399 you're rebuilt but it's a conscious 719 00:28:53,510 --> 00:28:51,279 co-creation 720 00:28:56,149 --> 00:28:53,520 very different than yes than just 721 00:28:58,230 --> 00:28:56,159 abandoning the past very different now 722 00:29:00,149 --> 00:28:58,240 we're going to take a short break and 723 00:29:02,389 --> 00:29:00,159 when we come back 724 00:29:03,909 --> 00:29:02,399 nikki scully is going to introduce us 725 00:29:06,950 --> 00:29:03,919 all personally 726 00:29:08,710 --> 00:29:06,960 to the great segment so stay tuned 727 00:29:11,029 --> 00:29:08,720 everybody we're going to take a short 728 00:35:44,230 --> 00:29:11,039 break you are listening to supernatural 729 00:35:49,109 --> 00:35:46,150 welcome back everyone to supernatural 730 00:35:51,430 --> 00:35:49,119 girls radio i'm your host patricia baker 731 00:35:55,510 --> 00:35:51,440 i'm here with my co-host 732 00:35:57,750 --> 00:35:55,520 in tucson where it's 117 degrees pk he's 733 00:36:00,470 --> 00:35:57,760 toughing it out over there and our 734 00:36:02,310 --> 00:36:00,480 magnificent guest 735 00:36:04,950 --> 00:36:02,320 our terrific guest tonight is nikki 736 00:36:07,190 --> 00:36:04,960 scully who's the author of a new book on 737 00:36:09,270 --> 00:36:07,200 segment and we are going to be 738 00:36:11,910 --> 00:36:09,280 personally introduced to sekhmet this 739 00:36:14,310 --> 00:36:11,920 evening we are so grateful nicki for 740 00:36:17,349 --> 00:36:14,320 what you're about to share with us so we 741 00:36:19,109 --> 00:36:17,359 are all yours we are waiting for this 742 00:36:20,790 --> 00:36:19,119 introduction 743 00:36:22,470 --> 00:36:20,800 well first i want to tell you a little 744 00:36:26,950 --> 00:36:22,480 bit about her 745 00:36:28,870 --> 00:36:26,960 her name's her name sekhmet means power 746 00:36:30,870 --> 00:36:28,880 or might 747 00:36:33,270 --> 00:36:30,880 and the sequim 748 00:36:37,990 --> 00:36:33,280 is that universal life force the 749 00:36:44,069 --> 00:36:40,470 her family her her 750 00:36:45,750 --> 00:36:44,079 consort is ta the creator god a great 751 00:36:49,910 --> 00:36:45,760 creator god 752 00:36:53,670 --> 00:36:49,920 and their son is nefertum the lotus-born 753 00:36:57,190 --> 00:36:54,950 they're from 754 00:37:00,790 --> 00:36:57,200 the north which is 755 00:37:02,310 --> 00:37:00,800 lower egypt and their capital city was 756 00:37:03,750 --> 00:37:02,320 memphis 757 00:37:06,710 --> 00:37:03,760 where we 758 00:37:09,109 --> 00:37:06,720 visit her and where this statue that 759 00:37:11,190 --> 00:37:09,119 this painting was done from is in that 760 00:37:13,750 --> 00:37:11,200 is in karnak 761 00:37:15,990 --> 00:37:13,760 which is in upper egypt so it was 762 00:37:18,950 --> 00:37:16,000 initially dedicated to 763 00:37:24,349 --> 00:37:18,960 the goddess hathor the goddess of love 764 00:37:30,470 --> 00:37:29,270 intoxication sensuality joy love 765 00:37:33,190 --> 00:37:30,480 um 766 00:37:35,109 --> 00:37:33,200 considered one of the oldest maybe even 767 00:37:38,790 --> 00:37:35,119 as old as thought 768 00:37:41,190 --> 00:37:38,800 and she's like the flip side of sekhmet 769 00:37:43,349 --> 00:37:41,200 and in their myth 770 00:37:45,510 --> 00:37:43,359 the last time or 771 00:37:47,270 --> 00:37:45,520 when the myth was written it was a time 772 00:37:50,630 --> 00:37:47,280 very much like this when people 773 00:37:52,230 --> 00:37:50,640 disrespected each other in the earth and 774 00:37:55,109 --> 00:37:52,240 ra 775 00:37:58,069 --> 00:37:55,119 sent his daughter 776 00:38:00,710 --> 00:37:58,079 the feminine face of the sun to go and 777 00:38:02,790 --> 00:38:00,720 deal with the upstart humans and she got 778 00:38:06,710 --> 00:38:02,800 down there and was so 779 00:38:08,870 --> 00:38:06,720 floored by what she saw and experienced 780 00:38:10,950 --> 00:38:08,880 that she just started killing him right 781 00:38:13,109 --> 00:38:10,960 and left a slaughter 782 00:38:15,670 --> 00:38:13,119 and they 783 00:38:21,270 --> 00:38:18,950 ra was afraid that that she was going to 784 00:38:22,950 --> 00:38:21,280 kill them all and so he called on thoth 785 00:38:26,390 --> 00:38:22,960 and soth said 786 00:38:29,109 --> 00:38:26,400 have your priests and priestesses make 787 00:38:31,510 --> 00:38:29,119 7 000 bats of barley beer 788 00:38:32,630 --> 00:38:31,520 pour them and like puddle them around 789 00:38:35,030 --> 00:38:32,640 her 790 00:38:36,950 --> 00:38:35,040 spike it with certain things including 791 00:38:39,349 --> 00:38:36,960 pomegranate to make it look like blood 792 00:38:40,710 --> 00:38:39,359 and she'll drink it up and then 793 00:38:43,829 --> 00:38:40,720 she'll 794 00:38:46,390 --> 00:38:43,839 according to the myth become intoxicated 795 00:38:47,430 --> 00:38:46,400 and won't be able to kill anymore 796 00:38:49,030 --> 00:38:47,440 well 797 00:38:51,990 --> 00:38:49,040 there's some question about what they 798 00:38:54,790 --> 00:38:52,000 spiked it with i'd say 799 00:38:56,790 --> 00:38:54,800 there was definitely 800 00:39:00,550 --> 00:38:56,800 mandrake root and 801 00:39:02,950 --> 00:39:00,560 blue lotus and very possibly mushrooms 802 00:39:04,470 --> 00:39:02,960 because it was variant at that time it 803 00:39:09,430 --> 00:39:04,480 was green 804 00:39:12,550 --> 00:39:11,270 saw love and she couldn't kill them 805 00:39:14,630 --> 00:39:12,560 anymore 806 00:39:16,790 --> 00:39:14,640 and walked away and then thoth had to go 807 00:39:18,230 --> 00:39:16,800 and coax her back 808 00:39:20,390 --> 00:39:18,240 but 809 00:39:22,950 --> 00:39:20,400 you know so it's sort of like the the 810 00:39:25,349 --> 00:39:22,960 medicine that came for us in the 60s to 811 00:39:26,630 --> 00:39:25,359 stop that crazy war 812 00:39:29,750 --> 00:39:26,640 and so 813 00:39:31,829 --> 00:39:29,760 now she's back because things are 814 00:39:34,069 --> 00:39:31,839 just as crazy as they've ever been 815 00:39:36,310 --> 00:39:34,079 except that the whole world 816 00:39:37,510 --> 00:39:36,320 is on a precipice 817 00:39:39,349 --> 00:39:37,520 and so 818 00:39:42,310 --> 00:39:39,359 she's 819 00:39:44,230 --> 00:39:42,320 calling her people and saying you do 820 00:39:47,190 --> 00:39:44,240 this with me 821 00:39:50,230 --> 00:39:47,200 and i will devour you 822 00:39:53,750 --> 00:39:50,240 i will consume you i will transform all 823 00:39:56,390 --> 00:39:53,760 your issues if you prepare them honestly 824 00:39:58,069 --> 00:39:56,400 truthfully and meticulously in your 825 00:40:01,589 --> 00:39:58,079 twine 826 00:40:05,910 --> 00:40:01,599 and then together we will rebuild you 827 00:40:06,950 --> 00:40:05,920 so that you can take on the challenges 828 00:40:10,870 --> 00:40:06,960 of this 829 00:40:13,349 --> 00:40:10,880 world at this time so to meet her 830 00:40:15,109 --> 00:40:13,359 everything in my work with alchemical 831 00:40:16,950 --> 00:40:15,119 healing and all my egyptian mysteries 832 00:40:19,190 --> 00:40:16,960 work starts with a heart 833 00:40:21,109 --> 00:40:19,200 so we're going to do a heart breath 834 00:40:23,430 --> 00:40:21,119 and we're going to skip the journey and 835 00:40:25,750 --> 00:40:23,440 go straight to her where she's going to 836 00:40:29,910 --> 00:40:25,760 give you a direct transmission from 837 00:40:32,150 --> 00:40:29,920 those golden sunshine eyes 838 00:40:34,390 --> 00:40:32,160 tremendous i can't wait 839 00:40:37,030 --> 00:40:34,400 so everybody we're going to start this 840 00:40:39,270 --> 00:40:37,040 now and it'll go over the next 10 841 00:40:41,349 --> 00:40:39,280 minutes or so and you'll actually have 842 00:40:44,950 --> 00:40:41,359 an introduction and a personal meeting 843 00:40:47,589 --> 00:40:44,960 with sekhmet and i can't be silent 844 00:40:49,910 --> 00:40:47,599 because we're on air 845 00:40:52,470 --> 00:40:49,920 but just ignore me i'll just keep 846 00:40:54,950 --> 00:40:52,480 telling you what to notice 847 00:40:56,710 --> 00:40:54,960 okay but just have your own experience 848 00:40:57,990 --> 00:40:56,720 whatever it is because that's what 849 00:40:59,109 --> 00:40:58,000 counts 850 00:41:01,349 --> 00:40:59,119 so 851 00:41:03,430 --> 00:41:01,359 i'm told that this is a very smart 852 00:41:05,829 --> 00:41:03,440 audience so i'm going to teach you how 853 00:41:08,470 --> 00:41:05,839 to do a very complicated breath 854 00:41:11,670 --> 00:41:08,480 in a very short time 855 00:41:14,870 --> 00:41:11,680 the idea is that you focus on your heart 856 00:41:17,430 --> 00:41:14,880 and you find the eternal flame that 857 00:41:19,270 --> 00:41:17,440 lives within the sanctuary of your heart 858 00:41:22,470 --> 00:41:19,280 center 859 00:41:27,750 --> 00:41:22,480 and as you bring that flame into focus 860 00:41:29,589 --> 00:41:27,760 that spark of your souls eternal fire 861 00:41:32,790 --> 00:41:29,599 feed it with love 862 00:41:34,550 --> 00:41:32,800 love is the fuel 863 00:41:37,430 --> 00:41:34,560 and begin to observe 864 00:41:41,990 --> 00:41:37,440 as your flame gets brighter and more 865 00:41:42,000 --> 00:41:45,270 and then 866 00:41:51,190 --> 00:41:47,270 and this is the complicated part you 867 00:41:53,670 --> 00:41:51,200 want to use your breath like bellows 868 00:41:55,750 --> 00:41:53,680 so at the same time 869 00:41:57,990 --> 00:41:55,760 as you're reaching with your breath and 870 00:41:58,870 --> 00:41:58,000 your intention into the heart of the 871 00:42:01,190 --> 00:41:58,880 earth 872 00:42:02,950 --> 00:42:01,200 and inhaling 873 00:42:05,109 --> 00:42:02,960 all of 874 00:42:06,550 --> 00:42:05,119 that 875 00:42:09,190 --> 00:42:06,560 fiery 876 00:42:10,870 --> 00:42:09,200 core energy and life force 877 00:42:14,069 --> 00:42:10,880 the elements 878 00:42:15,750 --> 00:42:14,079 the minerals the 879 00:42:18,470 --> 00:42:15,760 gemstones 880 00:42:23,109 --> 00:42:18,480 the roots the trees the plants you're 881 00:42:24,950 --> 00:42:23,119 inhaling all that power up to your heart 882 00:42:27,750 --> 00:42:24,960 at the same time 883 00:42:29,349 --> 00:42:27,760 as you're drawing down the intelligence 884 00:42:32,470 --> 00:42:29,359 of the universe 885 00:42:35,349 --> 00:42:32,480 all the celestial bodies and beings in 886 00:42:36,390 --> 00:42:35,359 all places and in all dimensions 887 00:42:38,470 --> 00:42:36,400 that are 888 00:42:41,030 --> 00:42:38,480 supporting 889 00:42:41,829 --> 00:42:41,040 that are trying to help us get through 890 00:42:44,470 --> 00:42:41,839 this 891 00:42:46,950 --> 00:42:44,480 in a positive way and all that 892 00:42:50,150 --> 00:42:46,960 intelligence and the intelligence of the 893 00:42:52,950 --> 00:42:50,160 field in which we're all suspended 894 00:42:57,270 --> 00:42:52,960 so when you inhale from earth and sky 895 00:43:02,069 --> 00:42:59,670 you draw it to your heart 896 00:43:03,510 --> 00:43:02,079 it mixes with the love while you hold 897 00:43:06,230 --> 00:43:03,520 your breath 898 00:43:10,790 --> 00:43:08,069 exhale 899 00:43:12,790 --> 00:43:10,800 you'll feel every cell and molecule of 900 00:43:16,710 --> 00:43:12,800 your body awakens 901 00:43:21,670 --> 00:43:19,190 and you mix it with your love 902 00:43:24,470 --> 00:43:21,680 and as it passes through 903 00:43:26,710 --> 00:43:24,480 your whole body in every direction 904 00:43:28,630 --> 00:43:26,720 everything comes to tension it's like 905 00:43:30,870 --> 00:43:28,640 what's happening here 906 00:43:34,069 --> 00:43:30,880 and you begin to remember 907 00:43:38,829 --> 00:43:36,470 and meanwhile each time your fire gets 908 00:43:40,550 --> 00:43:38,839 bigger and this time as you 909 00:43:42,710 --> 00:43:40,560 exhale 910 00:43:46,150 --> 00:43:42,720 your fire connects with the fire of the 911 00:43:48,790 --> 00:43:46,160 person closest to you on this show 912 00:43:50,630 --> 00:43:48,800 regardless whether when they listen to 913 00:43:53,349 --> 00:43:50,640 it 914 00:43:57,829 --> 00:43:55,349 the next breath 915 00:44:04,950 --> 00:44:01,829 and all of our heart fires are connected 916 00:44:07,670 --> 00:44:04,960 and so there's this huge glow emanating 917 00:44:09,990 --> 00:44:07,680 from the planet from the hearts of all 918 00:44:11,910 --> 00:44:10,000 the people that are listening 919 00:44:15,589 --> 00:44:11,920 to this show 920 00:44:18,550 --> 00:44:15,599 and it's so bright it acts like a signal 921 00:44:20,710 --> 00:44:18,560 and all the beings 922 00:44:23,349 --> 00:44:20,720 throughout the universe 923 00:44:26,710 --> 00:44:23,359 that want to help us begin to come in 924 00:44:28,870 --> 00:44:26,720 and gather around the circle of light 925 00:44:32,150 --> 00:44:28,880 and so this is the time for you to 926 00:44:35,990 --> 00:44:32,160 invoke your guides your angels your 927 00:44:39,670 --> 00:44:36,000 totems your plant medicines 928 00:44:44,470 --> 00:44:42,710 as that circle is surrounded by these 929 00:44:46,390 --> 00:44:44,480 beings so 930 00:44:48,550 --> 00:44:46,400 we are 931 00:44:51,990 --> 00:44:48,560 the as below 932 00:44:54,630 --> 00:44:52,000 and they are the as above 933 00:44:56,630 --> 00:44:54,640 and as above so below 934 00:45:00,550 --> 00:44:56,640 when we come together we have the 935 00:45:01,510 --> 00:45:00,560 exponential power of our numbers 936 00:45:03,750 --> 00:45:01,520 so 937 00:45:07,589 --> 00:45:03,760 once you've greeted those that you know 938 00:45:09,670 --> 00:45:07,599 and acknowledge those that you don't 939 00:45:12,309 --> 00:45:09,680 look into 940 00:45:18,630 --> 00:45:12,319 that light 941 00:45:21,349 --> 00:45:18,640 there'll be a tiny dot and as you 942 00:45:23,349 --> 00:45:21,359 continue to focus 943 00:45:26,790 --> 00:45:23,359 the dot grows 944 00:45:31,190 --> 00:45:29,430 until you begin to see 945 00:45:35,270 --> 00:45:31,200 this goddess 946 00:45:35,280 --> 00:45:39,109 from the center of her being 947 00:45:43,270 --> 00:45:42,230 and i'm going to bring it in closer 948 00:45:46,470 --> 00:45:43,280 so 949 00:45:49,030 --> 00:45:46,480 connect with your heart 950 00:45:51,589 --> 00:45:49,040 and with your eyes heart to heart and 951 00:45:55,109 --> 00:45:51,599 eye to eye 952 00:45:57,510 --> 00:45:55,119 and as you see the sunshine come pouring 953 00:45:59,190 --> 00:45:57,520 out of her eyes 954 00:46:02,630 --> 00:45:59,200 she reaches up 955 00:46:05,430 --> 00:46:02,640 and you feel a paw or a hand 956 00:46:09,349 --> 00:46:05,440 on your chest 957 00:46:11,990 --> 00:46:09,359 and suddenly the surge of her second her 958 00:46:14,870 --> 00:46:12,000 power her energy 959 00:46:18,390 --> 00:46:14,880 is awakened in you 960 00:46:21,510 --> 00:46:18,400 you've always had it you're just now 961 00:46:23,190 --> 00:46:21,520 your cells are remembering 962 00:46:27,270 --> 00:46:23,200 your dna 963 00:46:32,230 --> 00:46:30,069 now gaze into 964 00:46:34,630 --> 00:46:32,240 her eyes 965 00:46:37,750 --> 00:46:34,640 doesn't matter if your eyes are open or 966 00:46:42,390 --> 00:46:40,790 and as you feel that power circulating 967 00:46:46,230 --> 00:46:42,400 through your bloodstream in your 968 00:46:54,870 --> 00:46:48,710 she begins to speak to you through 969 00:47:03,670 --> 00:46:57,270 receive whatever message she gives to 970 00:47:06,630 --> 00:47:04,790 and 971 00:47:08,069 --> 00:47:06,640 because you're such an intelligent 972 00:47:10,550 --> 00:47:08,079 audience 973 00:47:13,910 --> 00:47:10,560 you can receive her message 974 00:47:16,150 --> 00:47:13,920 at the same time as that light 975 00:47:18,230 --> 00:47:16,160 coming from her eyes 976 00:47:20,630 --> 00:47:18,240 begins to move 977 00:47:23,750 --> 00:47:20,640 through your body 978 00:47:25,990 --> 00:47:23,760 it goes into your brain connects 979 00:47:27,750 --> 00:47:26,000 to your nervous system and your 980 00:47:30,470 --> 00:47:27,760 endocrine system 981 00:47:35,589 --> 00:47:30,480 and starts moving around looking for 982 00:47:40,069 --> 00:47:38,309 and as you feel the light touching those 983 00:47:42,150 --> 00:47:40,079 places 984 00:47:45,109 --> 00:47:42,160 she'll pause 985 00:47:48,870 --> 00:47:45,119 let her know where your pain is 986 00:47:52,390 --> 00:47:51,349 and allow you to experience the 987 00:47:54,390 --> 00:47:52,400 incredible 988 00:47:58,630 --> 00:47:54,400 healing power 989 00:48:01,349 --> 00:47:58,640 of this amazing goddess 990 00:48:04,230 --> 00:48:01,359 sekhmet 991 00:48:10,230 --> 00:48:04,240 the quintessential healing goddess of 992 00:48:14,390 --> 00:48:12,630 for some of you she may turn into a 993 00:48:17,190 --> 00:48:14,400 lioness 994 00:48:20,150 --> 00:48:17,200 and take you on a journey to show you 995 00:48:22,230 --> 00:48:20,160 something that you need to see 996 00:48:26,710 --> 00:48:22,240 for others she may 997 00:48:31,270 --> 00:48:27,829 or 998 00:48:34,390 --> 00:48:31,280 initiate you in some way it's individual 999 00:48:35,349 --> 00:48:34,400 to each person so just allow yourself to 1000 00:48:37,910 --> 00:48:35,359 have 1001 00:48:40,069 --> 00:48:37,920 your experience 1002 00:48:48,230 --> 00:48:40,079 of this 1003 00:48:54,390 --> 00:48:51,510 and i can't stay quiet so 1004 00:48:57,030 --> 00:48:54,400 i'll just remind you and her 1005 00:49:00,950 --> 00:48:57,040 to focus on those places where you need 1006 00:49:00,960 --> 00:49:05,510 whether they're physical mental 1007 00:49:13,910 --> 00:49:07,829 soul 1008 00:49:21,109 --> 00:49:17,349 and she wants you to know 1009 00:49:25,190 --> 00:49:21,119 that all you ever have to do to call her 1010 00:49:29,349 --> 00:49:25,200 is breathe a few heart breaths 1011 00:49:29,359 --> 00:49:35,510 and she will be accessible to you 1012 00:49:40,230 --> 00:49:38,630 and if she's calling you 1013 00:49:44,549 --> 00:49:40,240 pay attention 1014 00:49:51,990 --> 00:49:44,559 you may have some wonderful magical and 1015 00:49:52,000 --> 00:49:55,670 so now 1016 00:49:55,680 --> 00:50:03,430 allow yourself to back away 1017 00:50:09,990 --> 00:50:06,549 [Music] 1018 00:50:12,950 --> 00:50:10,000 and then she's just gonna 1019 00:50:15,109 --> 00:50:12,960 devolve back into that light 1020 00:50:19,430 --> 00:50:15,119 that's connecting us all 1021 00:50:28,950 --> 00:50:22,309 and you can begin to ground and center 1022 00:50:33,589 --> 00:50:31,990 noticing the differences in the places 1023 00:50:41,190 --> 00:50:33,599 in your body 1024 00:50:45,829 --> 00:50:43,510 take all the time you need to complete 1025 00:50:47,750 --> 00:50:45,839 your experience i don't want to rush you 1026 00:50:53,349 --> 00:50:47,760 but everybody has a different time 1027 00:50:57,750 --> 00:50:56,390 that was just so lovely and so powerful 1028 00:51:00,470 --> 00:50:57,760 you know one of the things that really 1029 00:51:02,230 --> 00:51:00,480 surprised me about sekhmet's energy is 1030 00:51:03,750 --> 00:51:02,240 how fluid it is 1031 00:51:05,030 --> 00:51:03,760 and 1032 00:51:06,829 --> 00:51:05,040 immense 1033 00:51:08,309 --> 00:51:06,839 just absolutely 1034 00:51:10,390 --> 00:51:08,319 immense it's 1035 00:51:12,230 --> 00:51:10,400 a good word 1036 00:51:16,309 --> 00:51:12,240 um 1037 00:51:18,150 --> 00:51:16,319 pk are you back with us i'm here okay 1038 00:51:19,910 --> 00:51:18,160 how was it for you 1039 00:51:25,990 --> 00:51:19,920 it was 1040 00:51:29,910 --> 00:51:26,000 and out of space 1041 00:51:32,710 --> 00:51:29,920 very profound feelings at times 1042 00:51:35,510 --> 00:51:32,720 very interesting were you a were either 1043 00:51:39,589 --> 00:51:35,520 of you able to receive any specific 1044 00:51:42,390 --> 00:51:39,599 messages or healing from her 1045 00:51:45,270 --> 00:51:42,400 yes yes there was there were a couple of 1046 00:51:46,470 --> 00:51:45,280 specific messages that i heard from her 1047 00:51:50,069 --> 00:51:46,480 and again 1048 00:51:51,750 --> 00:51:50,079 i i love communicating with entities 1049 00:51:54,230 --> 00:51:51,760 like segment 1050 00:51:55,270 --> 00:51:54,240 but her way of communicating is so 1051 00:51:57,270 --> 00:51:55,280 different 1052 00:51:59,670 --> 00:51:57,280 than what i'm used to 1053 00:52:02,630 --> 00:51:59,680 so it's but it was very 1054 00:52:03,750 --> 00:52:02,640 yeah it was great and i i'm sure a lot 1055 00:52:06,790 --> 00:52:03,760 of what 1056 00:52:08,470 --> 00:52:06,800 i just got in this experience 1057 00:52:11,190 --> 00:52:08,480 will take some time 1058 00:52:15,430 --> 00:52:11,200 to digest and to settle in 1059 00:52:18,870 --> 00:52:15,440 but this energy of sekhmet is it's just 1060 00:52:21,109 --> 00:52:18,880 wow i mean i can see why people have uh 1061 00:52:23,109 --> 00:52:21,119 you know people commit to going 1062 00:52:24,470 --> 00:52:23,119 on these journeys with you to egypt and 1063 00:52:26,710 --> 00:52:24,480 to have this kind of a personal 1064 00:52:28,870 --> 00:52:26,720 experience right there in the motherland 1065 00:52:31,190 --> 00:52:28,880 i mean it's it's got to be even that 1066 00:52:32,549 --> 00:52:31,200 much stronger than what we had a taste 1067 00:52:34,069 --> 00:52:32,559 of tonight 1068 00:52:36,950 --> 00:52:34,079 so and i know you're going to be leading 1069 00:52:38,790 --> 00:52:36,960 two groups next week next year which is 1070 00:52:40,150 --> 00:52:38,800 tremendous i mean i would 1071 00:52:42,630 --> 00:52:40,160 i would advise people if they're 1072 00:52:45,510 --> 00:52:42,640 interested to sign up because i can do 1073 00:52:47,910 --> 00:52:45,520 it early yes yeah do it early 1074 00:52:53,750 --> 00:52:50,950 i have a back injury and so i'm taking 1075 00:52:56,270 --> 00:52:53,760 some time off but the people that i've 1076 00:52:57,990 --> 00:52:56,280 trained that are doing it are 1077 00:53:01,910 --> 00:52:58,000 well-trained 1078 00:53:03,990 --> 00:53:01,920 and they know their stuff and uh 1079 00:53:05,349 --> 00:53:04,000 so the last couple of years 1080 00:53:07,430 --> 00:53:05,359 they've been doing it and they've been 1081 00:53:09,670 --> 00:53:07,440 doing a great job 1082 00:53:11,910 --> 00:53:09,680 and i don't know how long that window's 1083 00:53:13,190 --> 00:53:11,920 going to be open politics being what 1084 00:53:16,950 --> 00:53:13,200 they are 1085 00:53:18,950 --> 00:53:16,960 so if you're called called i would go 1086 00:53:20,470 --> 00:53:18,960 sooner rather than waiting because 1087 00:53:23,349 --> 00:53:20,480 things aren't going to get any better 1088 00:53:25,190 --> 00:53:23,359 over there for a while now nikki what is 1089 00:53:29,190 --> 00:53:25,200 your website tell people that they can 1090 00:53:35,589 --> 00:53:32,230 you can always find my website's name is 1091 00:53:39,910 --> 00:53:35,599 actually shamanic journey 1092 00:53:39,920 --> 00:54:08,470 store 1093 00:54:08,480 --> 00:54:22,549 guys 1094 00:54:22,559 --> 00:54:33,829 there's 1095 00:54:33,839 --> 00:54:45,030 is 1096 00:55:31,190 --> 00:54:46,710 physical 1097 00:55:31,200 --> 00:55:55,190 as 1098 00:55:55,200 --> 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